"Love" with the sick minded. (H original)

"I would never hurt you."
We've heard it, time after time.
"I care about you so much."
At first we believe, but after repetition trust diminishes.
One after one we fall a victim to illusion.
The heart follows blindly till numbing coats itself around it.
All our trust lives between our bond, you define our trust in others.
Your hands take hold, and grip tightly, beginning to squeeze.
It hurts, your cold hands paralyze us- Physically, emotionally.
As if we weren't hurting enough.
"I still care about you."
The imprint of the grip still creased deep in our hearts.
Selfishness creeps behind your smile.
This is about pleasing you, it always has been.
We never want these things,
We never want to date these people, or let our friends...
The Rapist
The User
The Cheater
The Abuser
The Liar
The Alcoholic
It's not our fault!
This is YOUR personality, not OUR bodies "begging" you to ignore the words pouring from our mouths.
It's not always about what's best for you.
We live every day after, thinking about things you did to us, things we don't want to experience again... let alone the first time.
The trust thins for everybody, and the good ones wonder why we won't trust them.
"I would never hurt you."
They say.
"I care about you so much."
They mean it, and we'll never know.